"Non-metals have weak tensile strength." Tensile strength is the ability to withstand stress or strain. maybe that's why we, as non metals, do not withstand too much stress. now... its the end of january and tmr's already february. how time flies... our classmate, gui ke will be leaving soon...wish him all the best.
anyways, class is quite boring nowadays... physics is very 'dry' now... electricity... a/e math is getting more and more interesting...... i'd wish. chemistry...got the reactivity series correct, after memorising it for 1 recess, that is, today's recess...
Please Potassium (K)
Send Sodium (Na)
Cows Calcium (Ca)
Monkeys, Magnesium (Mg)
And Aluminium (Al)
Zebras Zinc (Zn)
Into Iron (Fe)
Tian Jin Tin (Sn)
Lowland of Lead (Pb)
China with Copper (Cu)
Silver and Silver (Ag)
Gold Gold (Au)
talking about recess... i am damn fed up with the basses members of the choir. simply trying to ask for sectionals, then don't come... then let mr chen scold us... for what? its not like they did tell us that they can;t make it or what... can't they just keep to their promises and make life easier for mr chen, or the choir.... aren't they sick and tired of mr chen scolding us every single practice? what's with this attitude? the choir is always thinking of getting gold but no one just wants to work for it... how the hell will we get a gold for syf if we keep this up? (For choir members reading this: if we do not show improvement soon, i will make arrangements for additional practice.) show some respect pls... talking when mr chen is so angry, not starting warm ups even if i or any other committee member ask you to do so... what's so difficult?
dropping this subject, going to class problems. my class is simply so money minded. fancy paying $2 for assignments handed in late... when the agreement was $0.50... thats 4X the amount. what is everyone thinking about? money? studies?
this world now changing... with rude juniors and ignorant seniors in the choir, money-minded class... mass lectures held after school... piles and piles of homework... lousy family members... what for? can't every one just listen and pay attention and follow instructions? or why result only in money to solve for late assignments? or why do everyone in my family have to be so rowdy and always scream and shout at each other? why? why? why?
why? WHY??????!!!!!
sometimes, i wish to just wake up, go to school, attend choir practices or even stay at home.....IN PEACE!!! ... is what i want impossible? is it too much to ask for that? why must people make life so miserable for each other? when i am relatively good in choir... why scold me for every darn mistake? why collect $2 for every late assignment? why can't i have a peaceful family? i am already without a mother... what more... want to take away my life and my freedom??? want to take away my happiness?
what is this??? everyday you see me in school relatively happy, sometimes not, but i am just being calm... at least in school is quite peaceful... than what i call 'home'...
Why am i born to this world with such imperfection? imperfect family, imperfect life, imperfect CCA....... i just want things to go smoothly and peacefully... having a 'storm' during choir or at home isn't what i want...
ALL I want is simple.....
i want.....
peace.......
a day where there is no screaming and shouting in my home....
liveliness in my family......
is it difficult?
